fronting: maestro
listening to: queens of the stone age. like. the whole discography in chronological order
reading: n/a
mood: content
weather: 40°f. sunny
hi!! i decided to wipe my blog due to reasons. a lot has happened in the month or two since i've updated my website.
i was in IOP—i ended up discharging, a few days earlier than expected. my therapist was awesome enough to let me come in an extra day just so that i could have my coin-out, which i appreciate immensely. i'm still rocking sobriety, on day 72 now. that said, i've been lowkey avoiding my sponsor, and i don't really know why? i also haven't been attending any marijuana anonymous meetings for the past several weeks. i don't know, it all becomes a little overwhelming.
i finally got my lamotrigine back in stock after 2 months of NOT being on it, which has been very nice. i'm actually taking walks and journaling again. overall, my mood feels more stable. for the past month, i've been in a depressive slump—but for the past week, i've actually been feeling better! pretty baseline!
oh! i've been working on my album—my non-synthv one, that is. i'm kind of almost done with it? just wanna make a few more songs to put on it. i wanna work on my novel really bad, but writer's block has been kicking my ass.
i guess i don't really have much else to update on. i mean, i do, but i can't think of it right now.